[ It's not like they don't both have work, even on a Saturday. It's not like she's super thrilled with him right now, or him with her. But Matt feels badly enough about what he's done and said to send flowers to her photoshoot, a big armful of hyacinths.
[ There's a part of her that resists being swayed by gifts, but it's so hard to stay angry when the flowers come, big and bright and beautiful. In her heart, she's always been a romantic. She's the type of woman that loves the romantic gesture in flowers. And she'd be lying, if she didn't admit there was a little pleasure in the awe and jealousy of the other girls, too.
Hi Lil, it's Manabu. Not sure if you remember me or not, since it's been a while. I just wanted to check in and see if you were OK...Heropa's quite a mess from what I've been following. I hope you're not too mixed up in it.
Anyway, if you're busy doing what you need to do, you don't have to contact right away. Maybe just a little hi or something to know you're OK.
[ There are a lot of impulsive things she could say just then. Angry things. Passionate things. Relief and joy, or disbelief and temper. But it makes her heart squeeze so tight just to hear his voice, to recognize it. Hope stifles her words, clogging her throat up with emotion.
Finally, after an eternal beat, she whispers very, very softly: ]
[ It's been months, for him, since he's heard her voice. Months when he didn't remember her, and led this other life with this other successful career...and another girlfriend. But then he woke up to all those messages on his phone, listening to them one by one as he tried to grab other clothes and rush himself home as fast as he can, and there's no denying what he feels to hear the increasing desperation in her voice.
Or how small she sounds now. ]
I'm so sorry, honey, I never would have left you like this if I'd had any say.
[ It's stupid, but she's a bit glad that he's called instead of just rushing in to find her. This way, at least, he can't smell the saline collecting at the corners of her eyes or see the way she covers her mouth with her hand, just to keep an emotional sound from escaping her. She has to give herself another moment before she can finally respond again: ]
Need Hank to take a look at my eyes. Meeting him at the office. Please don't freak out. I will be back by dinner. I'd put it off but I don't know if there'd be anything to look at if I did.
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